Happy Father’s Day
I don’t remember celebrating Father’s Day with my dad when I was young. I don’t think we ever celebrated it. Only when I was a working adult did we have some sort of celebration. I think it was my first girlfriend’s initiative to have dinner with my dad. She also made me buy a cake. My dad always wanted a daughter but got three sons instead. I think that’s why he always had good relationships with my girlfriends.
After I got married and moved out, my brother would bring my parents out for dinner every Father’s Day. In all the years that I have been married, I think I have only showed up for dinner three times. I’m not a filial son. I’m the worst kind. One day I might get struck by lightning. But yet, I still don’t have the heart to do anything. Even more so now after my dad kena stroke and can’t really communicate. Every time I’m back at my parent’s home, I’ll just greet him and the rest of the time I’ll just do my own thing.
I know there will come a time when he will no longer be with us and I will regret it. And I will be reminded of all the times when I was young and all the things he did for me. I wish my dad was young again. I don’t know what happened to the relationship that we had when I was a young kid. It got lost when I became a teenager and it just never felt the same again.
Yeah ok. Happy Father’s Day.
so the elmo emo…
why you wanna “wait” to feel regret? i dun understand… do u hate your dad? if so, why? because u see yourself in your dad?
anyhoo… happy daddy’s day! (the radio said, everyone can be a father, but it takes someone special be a daddy… whateva… :p)
so wat did the kids draw 4 u? ^^
Reply : I dun hate my dad lar…
The heart dun wan to do anything bcoz I am a bad son.
Dunno what they draw or whether they got draw or not. Watevar.
Comment by angeles — 21 June 2009 @ 3:26 am
char siew lah you.. Got tat time dun appreciate..
Reply : abuthen how to call bad son leh.
Comment by janicepa — 22 June 2009 @ 1:39 pm